Ok, siluetkucing buka cabang!!!

1. siluetkucingno2 ---> jurnal bahasa Indonesia
2. siluetkucing*rasa ---> kumpulan tulisan

Karna siluetkucing's blog emang konsep dasarnya 'satu paket' (jurnal Inggris - Indonesian - kumpulan cerpen - fanfic)

Go and check it out! =)

After coming up as 'Elrond' as the result.... now my personality's connected to TarZan.... Ck ck ck maybe I belong to somewhere 'earth-ty'...?? *lol*

Hmm lemme see..... curious, yep.... but I dont think big things are always happening to me.... what do they mean by 'big'? Godzilla? Armageddon? oh whatever they mean.... Loyal? Really, I am =P If I love somebody, a guy for instance, I dont easily switch to other guy in short time.... (The last time, it takes more than 5 years to actually move on to different people.... ).... Not bcuz I'm desperate.... It's just, that I love them that deep.



Tarzan!

What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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Ok, looks like now I'm addicted to blogs! *lol*
As a result, I'm gettin this NUMB JOURNAL from Linkin Park's website..... Hmm, but it kinda reveals the 'dark' side of me hehe (and it's not bcuz the background colour is black!)..... but go and check my new blog out! (<--click)

Really, I'm frustrated, and feel so down today...
Help.
Cheer me up =(

I tried the Lord Of The Rings Character Test and this is the result:

So much to do, so little time.... I cried in the bathroom at school today.... I dunno why, it's like little pains building up inside my chest.... and there's a limit..... weird thing, as I seldom cry.... but, hey, the more we fall, the more we're not afraid about falling, rite?

This is lyrics (just some parts of it) of Christina Aguilera's song 'A Voice Within'. I post this bcuz I like the meaning.... it 'hit' me somehow...

.....

Young girl, don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl, just hold tight
And soon you're gonna see your brighter day  

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold      ------> [sounds like Mariah Carey's?]
When you're lost outside look inside to your soul  
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way

.            .         .      .    .   .  . .and be alive.

Ha! Dont you like slow motions? =)

Hmm thursday.... love it, since Dark Angel and Roswell are on Star World =P .... what's better than spend the evening watching ur fave tv serial with tasty dinner on your lap? Hehe.... (maybe watching World Cup..? Champion League? Argh, remind me again why Beckham moved to Real Madrid....) 
Btw, this is a poem I wrote for my friend, few days ago, in.... cant remember in what class, but sure it's the boring one......, about her and her -now ex-bf...... not really sure that this is really her feelings anyway, since we're in different bodies.....=P ... oh but whatever.....
Here goes....

My Horizon

I am
leaving your horizon
closed doors behind
or are you leaving mine?
                No looking-backs
                Shouldn't waste the tears, for a thirst
                yet my sun's dying under my steps
Why shouldn't I?
Why shouldn't we?
For destiny's not our guidelines
Should we break, but we can't
I hate her a thousand thousands killing nights
But then the thirst, shouldnt be cried
                                   Back to my horizon
                                   Watching its rainbow dimmed into a starless curtain
                                   Closed,
                                   closed behind me
                                   I ran though I'm deteriorated to

I think looking at the person you love, is like looking at sunrise or sunset on the horizon.... somehow.... the same warmth....

....... have u ever had that kind of feeling?

, or maybe it's just me who need a psychiatrist. =P

BTW, It's raining hard and I walked in the mud + flood with my sneakers on (though it's not supposed to be called 'flood', but it's still WATER anyway, getting into my SNEAKERS..... still waiting for the sun coming up to dry it....*lol*).

Today's morale: bring cheap slipers next time raining,... or when feeling creative, try to invent a waterproof sneakers for all weather

Today I sort of thunderbolted by an inner-voice to start writting my 'maybe-published-in-30-years-from-now' novel and also an inner-voice to solid my being a writer..... whatever it means.... but consider my terrible English..... *sigh*.... maybe gotta expand that 30-years-goal..... (I dont believe ppl can write a book in 6 months, or a year in total..... it cant be such a short proccess, can it?) (I believe it's a life-time proccess...) (hmmm..... if Harry Potter was created only in 6 months of total proccess..... he'd probably be ended up playing softball, and not quiditch! *LOL*)

Today's Quote: "If you cannot be a poet, be the poem." David Carradine


CAUTION: Consider my terrible English, please forgive my 'bad-spellings-a.k.a-messedup-grammar'

New blog.... oh, cool...
...but only IF I didnt have to cope with an error that erase all of the text I've written! (and I'm not talking about just three paragraphs here)
Talk about frustration....

The morale: copy first, then click submit

Things I realized last week:
1. English can be frustrating, AIM does too,
2..... AND guys, also.
3. Half ppl of my class are movie freaks
4. that maybe my stomachache is caused by my uncouncious mind (??)
5. a drummer can have an argument with the guitarist, and then lead to the rest of the band
6. a mafia should've been taken seriously, but why I ended up making it hilarious on stage, I don't know
7. I do not love him, I do NOT love him, I do not LOVE him, I do not love HIM, I DO (not) love him -----brainwashing doesnt work
8. vitamins cant reach the tip anymore if the hair's been long for too long
9. humiliation's everywhere
10. lists dont always work, so why am I using one????